Diary #5

Few minutes after 12 last night, I logged in facebook and found out that today is one of my classmate's birthday. Then, I went straight to sleep with full confidence that my alarm was set at 05:00 (to wake up for sahur.)

04:50 - I was awoken by my roommate's alarm but I went back to sleep because it was too early, (whereas it was only 10 minutes early =.=.) and I knew that my alarm will wake me up. Even if it doesn't, her alarm is set on snooze, so it will ring again. (at least, that's what I thought.)

05:45 - I woke up and checked my phone. Check it again, again and again. I can't believe my eyes. What!? Why isn't my phone ringing? Oh... Now I remember. I turned it off yesterday. Astaghfirullah halazim, I only have a few minutes left, so I grabbed my water bottle (only half full) and drank it all the way down to the bottom. After finishing it, I heard azan for subuh.

Well, that's it. That's my story. This is the first time I miss sahur for this Ramadhan. I blame myself, and I hate myslef so much. Right now, I'm listening to Midnight by B2st. Yup. Pretty ironic. Midnight. I don't think I ever want to sleep late ever again. Astaghfirullah halazim.

Tadi satu kejadian yg buatkan aku terfikir bahawa Allah boleh menarik rezeki kita bila-bila masa.

Tadi semasa di UIA aku duduk ditempat pendaftaran. Dalam keadaan panas tu dah pasti la tekak aku kering dan memerlukan air. 

Jadi aku duk usha panjang cari kedai air. Agak jauh gak la. Selepas berkira aku pun pergi la berjalan ke kedai air tu.

So habis beli air tu, aku jalan dan duduk semula kat tempat pendaftaran tu.

Tengah nak bukak bungkusan tu. Pupp! jatuh pulak cawan tu. Terus pecah cawan tu dan berjujuran air keluar dari cawan.

Huhu! dalam keadaan panas dan jauh berjalan agak panas la hati kan gitu je berlalu air tu.

Tapi aku terkersima selepas ditegur kawan aku dia kata. "Kau tengok allah nak tarik rezeki ko bila-bila masa jer.."

Hmm, terus aku terfikir panjang. Air yg beberapa ringgit ni pun aku marah. Cuba kalau benda yg aku betul-betul sayang?

p/s: Sama-sama muhasabah diri kita. :)

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