Diary #5

Few minutes after 12 last night, I logged in facebook and found out that today is one of my classmate's birthday. Then, I went straight to sleep with full confidence that my alarm was set at 05:00 (to wake up for sahur.)

04:50 - I was awoken by my roommate's alarm but I went back to sleep because it was too early, (whereas it was only 10 minutes early =.=.) and I knew that my alarm will wake me up. Even if it doesn't, her alarm is set on snooze, so it will ring again. (at least, that's what I thought.)

05:45 - I woke up and checked my phone. Check it again, again and again. I can't believe my eyes. What!? Why isn't my phone ringing? Oh... Now I remember. I turned it off yesterday. Astaghfirullah halazim, I only have a few minutes left, so I grabbed my water bottle (only half full) and drank it all the way down to the bottom. After finishing it, I heard azan for subuh.

Well, that's it. That's my story. This is the first time I miss sahur for this Ramadhan. I blame myself, and I hate myslef so much. Right now, I'm listening to Midnight by B2st. Yup. Pretty ironic. Midnight. I don't think I ever want to sleep late ever again. Astaghfirullah halazim.

Tadi satu kejadian yg buatkan aku terfikir bahawa Allah boleh menarik rezeki kita bila-bila masa.

Tadi semasa di UIA aku duduk ditempat pendaftaran. Dalam keadaan panas tu dah pasti la tekak aku kering dan memerlukan air. 

Jadi aku duk usha panjang cari kedai air. Agak jauh gak la. Selepas berkira aku pun pergi la berjalan ke kedai air tu.

So habis beli air tu, aku jalan dan duduk semula kat tempat pendaftaran tu.

Tengah nak bukak bungkusan tu. Pupp! jatuh pulak cawan tu. Terus pecah cawan tu dan berjujuran air keluar dari cawan.

Huhu! dalam keadaan panas dan jauh berjalan agak panas la hati kan gitu je berlalu air tu.

Tapi aku terkersima selepas ditegur kawan aku dia kata. "Kau tengok allah nak tarik rezeki ko bila-bila masa jer.."

Hmm, terus aku terfikir panjang. Air yg beberapa ringgit ni pun aku marah. Cuba kalau benda yg aku betul-betul sayang?

p/s: Sama-sama muhasabah diri kita. :)

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Diary #4

So, I ended up writing my dairy in the morning again. Actually, I have been trying so hard to remember to write before shutting down my netbook last night, but I always ended up forgetting. I don't know how Adrian Mole does this every night before going to bed. Maybe I'm just not an intellectual like he is. I think so. Well, I have a class in a few hours and I have a quiz today, so I better finish writing this ASAP.

Yesterday, I had sahur on my own. All of my housemates and roommate aren't waking up, but it doesn't matter. I wasn't alone. I ate with TOP.(*insert innocent smiley face here) Well, not literally of course. I watched 19(again) while eating.
Then, I had a class in the afternoon. We(my classmates and I) learned about, what were we learning about? Oh no! I forgot. Sorry. Well, we also had a presentation about adaptation and my group were way far than ready, but our lecturer let us do it anyway. It was very impromptu. (Impromptu means spontaneous.) I have had a lot of impromptu speeches on last semester but to tell you the truth, I'm not very good at being spontaneous. So, the presentation was a bit messy. Fortunately, our lecturer gave us full marks. Yay! We have an extra 1 mark! [Yup. The presentation was only for 1 mark, but it was worth it. Truth me. :-)]
Then, I went to the surau and perform my zohor prayer at 15:30, which is when my class just ended, read a few pages of the Quran, did a little exercise my lecturer gave us and then it was time for Asar. While I was there, the students who were waiting for Asar(same as I) were very obnoxious. Can you just imagine, when you are praying or reciting the Quran, some people are laughing, talking very loudly and even playing some songs? Yes. I was very furious, but I can't really say anything at that time because they were a huge group and I was alone. So, I could end up being slapped in the face, but I'll just let Allah judge them because maybe, who knows, they were a little deaf and that's why they were talking loudly, maybe.
Then, I had another class which was suppose to end at 18:50 but our lecturer ended the class early, at 18:00. Alhamdulillah, we had time to go to the Bazaar. I bought Nasi Ambang/Ambeng, Putu Piring and Beef Samosa.
Then, we took a train, and it was PACKED!(or Malaysians would call it SARDIN!) I totally forgot that it was peak hour. We barely get in. Thank God we were only two stations away.
OMG! I don't know how to do this every week . When we arrived home, we were very exhausted and I was very thirsty. So, I distract myself with Michelle Phan's newest video, and little did I know there were less than 10 minutes to maghrib, so I call everyone to gather and... well, we were just relieved to break our fast. Alhamdulillah.

I think I'm starting to be Adrian Mole because I remembered how he got his first zit, and how big and noticeable it was, and how he hated it. Well, that's what I'm feeling right now. This biggest zit in my life is on my nose. Really, on the centre of my face? It can't get more strategic than this. =.=

Now that I've finish writing my diary of the day, I'm going to reward myself by watching TOP. k,bye.

Diary #3

So, early yesterday's morning, I watched another movie. It was soooooo good, man. It's a story about the war between South and North Korea. Now, for me, this is quite a big thing to be interested in, because I don't like to learn about history much, but I really enjoyed watching it. It was soooooo good, man. Hihi. Ok. So, the story is about 71 student/volunteer soldiers who are being assign to guard a high school. I forgot what the  school's and state's name but the soldiers said it was a very strategic area, so they can't let the commies take over the place, but the thing is, all the soldiers had to go to another place where a bigger war is taken place, so the student soldiers were left to guard it alone. Very moving and very realistic.(I cried like a baby!!!!!!) You should watch it. Enjoy.

I have a problem. I need a psychiatrist. I'm worse than a teenage girl deeply in love. I AM! HELP ME!!! I don't know how to stop and I don't know why I am like this. Oh! Mon Dieu.

Ok. Enough with that. Let's talk about the reality now. So, yesterday I didn't break fast with my family, but with my roommate. It was the most stressful breaking fast ever in history. We laughed, we screamed, we shouted and everything that is weird. I don't know. I felt like we were a married couple. What's the matter with us? When we're together, nothing seemed to be right. In the end, we gradually finish eating and continue with our (almost)normal life. Then, after tarawih, we watched 71-Into The Fire together. I cried for the second time yesterday and we cried together throughout the movie. The End. Assalamualaikum. ;-)

Diary #2

Lets start with what I stop at yesterday and end with last night.(which will be a short one.)

So, after Asar, my family and I went to a bunch of Bazaar Ramadhan. It was fun, although it was tiring and a little hot, but I miss the atmosphere of what the Bazaar gives out. Then, we had an ordinary breaking fast and went to the Surau again to perform Tarawih prayer. My wish for this Ramadhan is to perform Tarawih prayer every night because this opportunity only comes once a year. So, I thought, why not. ^_^
I had an intention to sleep early last night, but then, I accidentally found a movie. A movie about being nineteen years old.(Which I will be in a month.) Well, I don't need to explain about the movie. You can just check out the trailer below, and I bet you can instantly know why I watched it.

*Awkward "Yeah..."
You probably figured it out already what attracts me to watch this movie. Well, I'm a sick person. I know. TOP, you better run away from me when I found you. k,bye.

Wait. Wait. I still need to tell you that despite TOP's hotness, this movie is pretty good, for youths of course. It tells... umm... courage? err... I don't know lah. I'm not a professional critic. All I know is that I learned something from this movie, and that is... I have no idea. (I don't know what I'm blabbering about. Sorry) You know what. Why don't you just watch the movie by yourself. It's on youtube somewhere. Look it up yourself. Have fun. Assalamualaikum.

Diary #1

I've never wrote a diary before, EVER, in my life, but... I think I need to get started as soon as possible because, yesterday I just got an assignment to write a 1-week-diary. So, I guess if I need to score on that assignment, I need to get use to writing a diary first. Well, here goes...

13:22 - July 21st 2012 - Saturday

Lest start with yesterday's morning, shall we? Well, I have a class at 8 o'clock and I need to get up at 06:15, but as usual, I can't get up. It's too early and I slept late the night before, finishing my work. So, in the end, we(my roommates & I) were 10 minutes late than we're suppose to and missed the train by 5 SECONDS! A great way to start your morning, right. Heh! Then, when we got to class, the quiz starts immediately. The quiz was okay.
I had milo ice for breakfast and nothing else until 12:00. I hang out at KL Central for about half an hour, had Vanilla Frappuccino and got back home.

Last night, after a long time, a year to be exact, I went to the mosque(or surau) and prayed Tarawih. :-)
Then, I went straight to bed because I was afraid I wouldn't be able to wake up for sahur. The next day, which is today, I had sahur with my family. It has been a while since we're all gathered at one table and eat together, so it was a pretty great thing to do together when we got the chance to. ^_^
Well, I guess that is all for now. Hopefully I will do this more often. I want to improve my English too. Hehe.

*I want to be Adrian Mole for a while. "TOP, this is the second time you appeared in my dreams. Please stop. If you keep appearing in my dreams, I don't think I can control myself when you have a concert here, in Malaysia. k,bye."