Monday, May 30, 2011

How To Be With You

When there is a girl as beautiful as Luqyana,there is a guy who fell in love with her.But not all love is accepted.Let alone a girl like Luqyana,who is a strong believer of Islam.But guys get challenged easily when they could not get the girl they desire.Let alone,a guy like Emir who is raised without the knowledge of Islam.

They went to the same school,but in a different class.Luqyana took Medic and Emir took Art.Ever since the day Emir saw Luqyana,he knew that she was special.Every recess,Emir spies on her.After months,she still haven't notice Emir's presence.And that is exactly how he wants it.He knows everything about her,and he knew that he and Luqyana will never love each other.Emir never even get a chance to talk to her.Until one day,on Program Maju Diri(PMD) week,Emir,Luqyana and few other students were being assign as one group.Emir took this chance to show himself infront of Luqyana.Every assignment must be done by everyone in the group.Before the last day of PMD week,the whole group gathered at a mamak stall,trying to finish their last assignment,until midnight.

Now,left with only 5 people working on the assignment.Others has went back home.When the clock strikes 12,Luqyana's phone rang.
"I'm sorry,guys.But I gotta go.My brother's already waiting for me at the bus stop."
"Sure.It's cool.We understand"One of them replied.
"Me too.I'll walk you to the bus stop,ye Lu?"
Eventhough Luqyana feels a little uncomfortable when Emir called her Lu,but she's glad that she won't be walking alone to the bus stop.

They walk side by side.Emir somehow felt like the bus stop is really far away from sight.Emir looks at Luqyana.He could still see her face,glowing,even only under the moonlight.Emir's head is luring.Then,Emir reaches Luqyana's hand.Luqyana was shocked!She quickly releases her hand from him.Maybe it was just an accident.Luqyana said to herself.Suddenly,Emir is in anger.He could not understand why,but his anger just came to him.Like being possessed,Emir grabs Luqyana by her shoulders,and push her body against the wall.Again,Luqyana was startled.
"What are you doing,Emir?"Her voice almost could not be heard.This is the first time something like this has happened to her.She tried to escape,but Emir is too strong.
"Why couldn't you understand?" Emir shakes Luqyana shoulders,hard.
"Ple...Please Emir!Let me go!"
"You bit..." Before Emir could finish his sentences,he fell to the ground.
"What are doing to my sister?" Luqyana's brother grabs Emir on his collar,on queue to give him another punch.
"Abangg..." Luqyana cries as hard as she can in her brother's arm.
Emir feels his lips,blood."I...umm..." Emir stuttered.
"Go to hell!" Luqyana's brother gives his final punch,and they leave him there.

..........
I don't know how to end this story. T.T
source:not sure

Tuesday, May 24, 2011

The Iqra'

Yusuf is getting ready to leave the house.It's 8pm.He turns off all lights,fans and other electronics in the house.He does this almost every nights.He now lives alone,since his father was admitted to the hospital last month.His father got cancer or something,he's not so sure.Like he even care.

After set on the alarm,locks the door,he then slide into his 206.As soon as he arrived at Zouk,he got a call,but he ignored it.After he met his friends and had some drinks,he got another call.Even though it spoiled his mood,but he pick it up anyway.
"Assalamualaikum.Is this Yusuf?" The voice of the caller is a woman.
"Erm...Yeah.Yusuf here.Who am i speaking to?"
"I'm Aunty Sue.This is urgent!I need you to get here immediately!"
"Here as in where?"
"DEMC.I'm not sure how to tell you this,but your father just died.30 minutes ago."
Silent.
"Umm...Yusuf.Are you still there?"
"Err...Yes.I...I'm here."
"So please come here A.S.A.P."The conversation ends.

When he arrived at DEMC,it's almost midnight.All of his relatives are there.Including the ones he never knew had.They all had numb looks.Uncle Man,Aunty Sue's husband gave Yusuf a hug when he saw Yusuf walking slowly towards him.
"I've take care of all the preparations.Insya-Allah by dawn,everything's done".Aunty Sue said to Yusuf.
What preperation?For sure Yusuf don't know what he's suppose to do now.

It's around 7am and his father has safely been buried.When it's almost dawn,the corpse is taken to the nearest mosque.Again,he just watch everyone doing their work: bathe the corpse,pray and other stuffs.

6.15am :-
"Why are you here?" Adena's confused to see Yusuf just sit at the corner.
"Why couldn't i?"
"Why didn't you join them pray?Why did you just sit here?"
"Umm...I don't pray."Yusuf felt almost embarrassed to confess.
"But why not?My teacher said that if we pray,we can go to heaven.Don't you know that?"
"No,actually.I didn't learn that at school."
"Really?Why didn't you learn about that?"
"Because i learnt about something else."
"Ohh...Then,that means...you don't know anything,ye?Hmm...Did you took Arabic?"
"No".Yusuf shook his head slowly.
"No?Then how are you suppose to read al-Quran?"
"I don't."
"If that's the case,then...here." Adena gave him a small book.He took it and read the cover.
"What is this?" Yusuf ask Adena since he couldn't understand the title.
"I'm giving you my Iqra'." She smiled,sincerely."I've finish this book,and soon i will read al-Quran.I didn't need it anymore,so you can have it."
"Oh!Thank you,dena."And she skips away,happily.
He opens the book.I remembered this.When i was a kid,Uncle Man used to teach me how to read Iqra'.But as i started moving away from Kampung,no one ever tried to teach me Iqra' again.So,possibly i just forgot.
Yusuf sigh.He could not believe that for more than a decade,he lives under no guidance towards the right path,and so today,on a day of lost...he received a sign,by a 6 years old girl,Adena.
Alhamdulillah.Yusuf had found back the right way towards Him,and this Iqrar' will be his first guide,for the second time.Insya-Allah~

THE END
source:aj

Monday, May 23, 2011

Deadlocked by JD

From many,one

Happiness and laughter
Brings such joy

To lend a hand
Leads to the finish line
To see the end
Gives one soul to a non-life

From one,many

Silence and alone
Brings no clue

To do it thyself
Leads to no starting line
To not see the beginning
Gives no soul to no life

Alone & emptiness by JD

There goes,
the future of tomorrow
Going.
Left me here all alone
In the dark
I listens to the baby birds
crying
Trying to learn how to go

In Saturday
I feel as if it was long ago

Emptiness fill the air
Loneliness fill my heart
Nothing is the beginning
Cuz the door is locked

Thus,forms the silence
which forever will be a piece

Wednesday, May 18, 2011

Letter to whom i love

Dear you,
our past relationship was the best thing that had ever happen to me.I'm glad
that i got a chance to be happy.So,thank you.Though,our relationship did not last long and now you left me,alone and hurt.

I just want you to know that i could never let you go.You hurt me once,no,
many times.But i keep on writing happy stories about us in my novel,though it's just a fiction.I loved you so much until i was blind to notices your bad behaviours towards me.

Now,even though we're over,but our story still continues.I will never stop
writing about us.This fiction story will forever be in my heart.Again,thank you for making me happy for,probably the last time.I will having my surgery next week,to remove the tumor from my brain.Yes,i have a brain cancer.I just found out a week after we breakup.

The doctor said that it's very risky but it's the only way for me to survive.My
family often said that the surgery will went well,and i'll recover.Insya-Allah,i will be fine.But i had a feeling that this is my last goodbye.I can feel it.This is my time.So,soon i will be going,forever.But before i go,i would like you to know that you made me the happiest person in the world.Thank you for giving me a chance to love you.I loved you,still am,and forever will.Assalamualaikum.

THE END
source:Fiction by B2ST

Monday, May 16, 2011

This Boy by JD

SMKS9
Not as special
For this is my third

Everyone's worried
Everybody helped
Only i don't give a care

What's the use
Once a failure
Forever a failure

Who walks to me
Are masters,
one by one
But none succeed

What one said
Is what Prophet once said:
"That person will not enter Paradise who hath one atom of pride in his heart."
Shall i believe what's in front?
No!
Forever i shall be who i'll be

Then she was right
I lost my legs

I'm more useless than i have been

What she came with,everyday:
"God is Beauty and keen in the beautiful,
but pride is holding man in contempt."

More shall i live
With legs that leads me at lost
No,no

I will walk with no legs
Along the pathway of Beauty

Life,SPM
I'm ready

Happy Teacher's Day
(sorry i'm a day late.and i'm actually not satisfied with this poem.but i had to create something as my appreciation to my teachers)
source:hidy

Saturday, May 7, 2011

I Will Only Love One Woman

I just got back from work.The clock strikes 11 pm when i open the door.My house is dark and quite,just as nobody's home.Well,she's asleep.After business class,which ends at 2,i went to 7-Eleven,my part-time job.I do this for a living.To support her,and myself.As you can see,she's ill.She has been ill for awhile now.I've been taking care of her since.Me,alone.She has only me,and i have only her.

The door creaks as i open it slowly.I glance around the room,nothing.I enters the room slowly,wouldn't want to wake her up.I walk straights to her side,and stares at her for a minute.
Why are you doing this to me?Why do i have to suffer because of you?
Every night,i ask that question to myself.But i believe,that our love will never tear us apart.No matter how hard our road has to be,i will always love her,and i know she loves me more.

May 8th,2011 , 3 years later.
My life is practically just like that everyday.Woke up early,attend class,work and then found her asleep when i got back at night.I know,i have a boring life.But maybe,starting tomorrow it won't be the same anymore.Well,I've finished my studies and got a new job at Ericsson.So,bye-bye to 7-E.Oh!One more thing.I'm alone now.She's gone.
She left me here without even saying goodbye.Around 4 pm yesterday,i got a call from SJMC,the hospital where she's been admitted since last week,they said that they needed me there right away.It's an emergency.When i reached into my mom's ward,i could she her eyes,opened and she's smiling to me.After years in coma,she's finally awake.Alhamdulillah!I cried my eyes out .I missed her so much.I kissed her hands and face so many times until i lost count.Then,she tries to say something.
"I love you,Marissa".
It was so hard for her,since she haven't spoke in years.A drop of her tears fell down on her cheek.I wipe her tears with my bare hands,she closes her eyes,and then 'beeepp...'.

My life story is,when i was 12 years old,my dad were killed in a robbery.So,there's left only two of us.When the situation could not get worse,my mom got into an accident,when i was 18.And that's pretty much it.To support our living,i started to get a part-time job because i wasn't qualified enough to get a real job,since i was still haven't further my studies in Diploma of Business Management.

So,yesterday was a sad day,but today is a special day.I'll never forget this day.
It's my mom's birthday.I always wishes her happy birthday.But,since she's not here anymore,i would like to say something different to her.

Happy Mother's Day,mom.

THE END
(I got lazy)

source:aj