Figure Of Speech

Different friends,said different things.
But some friends,said the same things...but in a different way.

So,is 12 days is too long?
Or is it just too short?
Whatever it is,this will be my last goodbye :(
Or is it?
Please don't :P

I hate to go with tears,even happy tears...
because for me,tears are like a piece of my heart.
If i let it out,then i'm letting out my heart and some pieces of it will be left here.
So please make me happy for this last 3 days.

AJ's Weather Forecast On This Sunday

I don't know at what time i'll be getting up.But around 8.30 am i'll be on my way.
Please God,let it be sunny.I can't take it if it's a gloomy day.
So,don't worry if it's too hot people ^^
Because that's how cheerful my heart will be,leaving to somewhere far away...

even if it means i have to leave my friends :)

Goodbye rakan-rakan ku ^^
See you in two weeks :D

Pray for me

Insyaallah~

Question Of The Day

Can cows swim???

Okay,okay.Change topic ^^

24th March 2011,Thursday.

JPJ gather to the Metro Driving Academy.It was the time of the week where the driving students took their test.I was one of the students,followed by my friends(who i met few months ago) and my schoolmates(one of them is taking his re-test).

We all arrived at the Metro Driving Academy(Metro for short) at about 1.00 pm.But the JPJ are taking their lunch.So,we went to perform our prayer first.I pray hard to simplify our test for that day.About 2.00 pm,my friends and I gathered at the board room(i think).We sat while we wait for our number.Since my number was 85,so i thought my turn won't be too soon.5 minutes later(or maybe 10),they called out number 80-90.TERKEJUT BERUK AKU!!!(TOTALLY SHOCK!!!)

Everyday i shock~(shock)
Every night i shock~(shock)

We wait...I wait...Then,i was a seat away from my turn -_- We start off with track test first.Since i'm an odd number,so i had to drive the right side of the hill.AND IT WAS TERRIBLE!!!Well,that's what i felt :P Because our waiting area is just right next to the hill.So,i was so sure that EVERYBODY'S watching.But thank God,i pass the hill test ^^ So i didn't make a fool out of myself in front of my schoolmates.hihi.Then off i go to the parking test and the three-pointer.Alhamdulillah.It was not a problem also.

Around 4.00 pm,everybody finished their track test.So,i passed :) Sadly,one of my friends didn't :( Hear her story: http://nurulltohru.blogspot.com/2011/03/blog-post.html

After Asar prayer and had some sandwiches.The unpleasant feeling starts again.I couldn't stop shaking my legs and tapping the table with my nails.a.k.a i was so annoying that time :D I meditate so many times to calm my nerves,and it worked.Then,when the instructor called out my name.I felt like fainting,because my heart just stops.So i keep on meditating until i step into the Viva.

'Assalamualaikum.'I said to the tester,and give the most beautiful smile ever. :P

'Waalaikumussalam.'The tester replied,with the most heartless voice.

I smiled throughout the entire time,while the tester keeps on blabbering.Ergh!His babble was so irritating.So i start my road test carefully.Giving signals,turns slowly and as i'm about to stop at the Metro Traffic Light(which doesn't even work),he started pissing off!So,more and more babble -_- bla,bla,bla...

Okay!I have arrived at the gate(excited again,despite the tester's annoyance).Look left,look right.Clear!Slowly lift the clutch,press the gas pedal and turn the steering.Yay!I'm the road!

'Stop here.You failed.'Suddenly the tester opens his mouth and say the word that i was afraid to hear since that morning.

At that time i felt like crying.I mean,REALLY like crying.It's so frustrating because i didn't even last 5 seconds on the road.It's just not fair T.T

Well,you get the idea.That JPJ SUCKS!!!or at least TOTALLY HEARTLESS!!!
He said that i drive too slowly,which doesn't make sense.In the track,we were suppose to drive slowly.But,if that what he said,then i can't argue -_-

More bla...bla....bla....from him.I just nod...and nod...and nod...with a smile.haha.To pleased him.But inside, i was like *#@%@%&!!!#$.

-RASE MCM NK CEKIK JE MAMAT TU!!!eh.pak cik r.die dh tua.-

So,that's how my test ends.Now,i have to wait for a month to took my re-test because i will be away next week.

AJ's Weather Forecast On This Thursday

RAIN!!!Oh Yeah!!!HAHA.Let them all suffer.MUAHAHAHAHAHA!!!Rain as hard as ever!!!WITH LiGHTNING!hihihi...

Wait!i'm going to a sacred place next week.I can't be mean.I don't want to be far away from Allah.

So,i guess i wish the best of luck for all Metro students who will be taking their test ^^ And for my tester,i pray for you to be more open minded and may Allah bless you all :)

Insyaallah...

But seriously.Can cows swim???

-Shock by B2ST/BEAST-

Younger Sibling

Responsibility.

The youngest of the family would find 'it' hard when they reach 18 years old.

Why?Because at this stage,they started to carry responsibility...

towards themselves,and others.

Even though before they were 18,their parents already gave them independence,

but when they reach 18,they become more mature,physically and mentally.

So,it will be different.

They think they're strong enough.They even show to other people that they are strong.

But deep down,they felt left out.(If they did not get support from the older sibling)

After years of listening to parents,and older sibling...

now they have to take care,not only of themselves but other people's kids.

After years of living in the world where everything you do is right,suddenly...

everything yours...turns to theirs.

Younger Sibling.

The youngest of the family would not know what and how to take care of one.

From what they heard,(from friends)

it is hard to have a younger sibling.

They have to be taught what's right and what's wrong...

and pretty much everything.

And the questions that is going to pop up into their minds when they are taking care of a child are:-

1.Why kids are so annoying???

2.Why did they have to eat so grossly???

3.Am i this gross when i'm a kid???No way!!!

HAHA!Wish me luck.Because i don't know how to take care of a kid.Even my mom said i don't have the skills.But recently,more people seem to trust me in taking care of their child.But seriously,i don't know how(My mom was right!) XD

Stories are just stories(Feels sorry for all the teenagers)

When reality bites,you try to run.
But even how far you try to run,you came back to the same reality.
You're still hurt,and you can't run anymore.
You're tired,and somehow...
you seem to not care anymore.

-Every year,all kinds of teenage depression's story we heard.This year,all kinds of stories I've heard from my friends.Even though they didn't really tell me.No,they will never tell.Including myself.As kids grow older,they get depressed more.We can't escape from this reality.So we just has to face it,with strength and a lot of patience.Because you never know how bad your situation is going to be.But just remember!There are people who have been in more worst position than you-

When you said everything doesn't matter anymore,you lose faith...
in yourself,and in just about everyone and everything.
You tried to find help,but again you got lost.
Lost in your life path.
But,we have only 2 choices.

or

Live well or live hell.

You choose. ^^

*Sorry.No forecast.I can't think straight