In love novels,as you read the part where the hero loses his mind for the heroin,you feel so happy.You said "OMG Hero!You're so sweet".To have a romeo waiting for you,going crazy for you and just wanna be with you...i could not ask for more.But then,it struck me.I don't know what love is,or at least the meaning of commitment.I don't know what i should do when the time comes.What can i do if my romeo show up at my door?Will he be sweet?Will i be brave enough to say "You're crazy!"?Signs are everywhere .Sometimes you have to say goodbye to something that you love.But you know you're not strong enough.So you just keep it in a box.It hurts...maybe :P But it's the best solution.
I knew this day would come.Although,I'm confused,but I'm glad i had face the world.Now,i just need to get a hold of myself because this is just the beginning .Sooner or later,i will face the ultimate challenge.Now,i need to get rid of the crybaby in my head
Because it broke :(
AJ's weather forecast on the day when my romeo show up at my door
I wish that it would be windy,so that the cold breeze blows to my face as my heart beats 1000 times per minute,to calm me down.Then as i face him,the birds will twits as if they are cheering for me,giving me hope to not lose to those black-hole-eyes.I could just imagine it will looks like in the middle of autumn : )
